Suicidal Love

I can't grasp for air,

And I can't sleep at night.

I can't hold on anymore.

I feel like I'm going to die.

My hands are shaking,

And my heart is in so much pain.

My eyes are finally stinging,

I can't go through this again.

I'm so sorry that I lied to you,

And never told you what was up.

I'm sorry I never told you,

About my suicidal love.

I apologize for my thoughts.

It's because nobody cares.

Now that you are gone.

My point was proven there.

I never thought it would matter,

If i wanted to die.

Nobody would even notice,

If i was dead or alive.

Don't tell me you love me.

Because you never did.

Don't try to change how i feel,

It will just make me more pissed.

Just shut up, and stop talking.

Because it doesn't matter what you say.

Don't tell me you care now,

Just do like before, Turn and walk away.

Ahh! I want to scream at you,

You never cared how I feel.

So please stop pretending now,

I'm letting you go for-real.

Just don't cry for me,

I don't want your pity tears.

I don't want anything more from you,

You were never even here.

Trust me, I am fine.

It doesn't matter what happens now.

Just remember me and never forget,

With you I never frowned.

Going through tough crap is hard having friends like us is only good for the heart <33!!